headset-on-california:

this is perf <3 

i know you guys may say that i’m stupid becuase i’ll cut myself because of girls at my school….

they treat me like shit and call me names! my sis friends call me ugly and make fun of me …they actaully hate me for no reason and the whole school think that i’m a freak because i walk the whole school break alone…i still have no friends

my class mates hate me and think that i’m trying to be funny…well, i just wanted them to smile and be friends :( is it too much?

and i had a fight with my class mate..her name is shahad and she’s so snooty and mean! she called me a baby and i will go to my mum and cry ….why?because i cry easily:)

she called me a whore too …everybody knows that she is!!!

and i lied to my mum that i’m sick and i have to study for a test tomorrow..i can’t tell her that i’m not going to school because i’m afraid of them

 i don’t really deserve this hate :( wish i’ve never grown up and see all this shit

i just tried to belong and graduate …and live my life like any teenager

am i asking too much?